mizzblue72's Blog

OK - so I am INCREDIBLY freaking bored --- bored bored bored --

and this made me laugh sooo much!! Funny thing is - I am from the midwest --- ugh.

 

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofamericanenglishdoyouspeakquiz/

You Speak General American English!

70% General American English

10% Dixie

10% Yankee

5% Midwestern

5% Upper Midwestern

http://www.blogthings.com/atwhatpricewouldyouselloutquiz/   Damn - I'm cheap :(    You Would Sell Out for $1,074,638

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/

You Are a Magician

You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame.

You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them.

Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing.

You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship.

Your strength: Your charm

Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics

Your power color: Indigo

Your power symbol: Four leaf clover

Your power month: December

You are Energetic and Bright

You view people with optimism. You have many meaningful relationships in your life.

You had more conflict with your father than your mother. Your relationship with him was difficult and possibly unhealthy.

You deal with stress in an effective and competent matter. You are able to remain calm.

You are a natural multitasker. You enjoy being busy, even if the amount of things you need to do is overwhelming.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsignshouldyoubewithquiz/

Well - I am lucky my boyfriend is a Scorpio!! I always thought that Earth signs and Water signs made mud though!! LOL 

 

You Should Be With a Water Sign

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces.

You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship. A water sign can open up to you.

And while you like to be bonded to your partner, a relationship with a water sign won't be all soul gazing.

A water sign matches your goofy sense of humor, as well as your desire to help others.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourprimarymoodcolorquiz/

spot on I think :) 

Your Primary Mood Color is Blue

You are a sensitive and reflective person. You have a good intuition for emotions. You can sense what people are feeling and even sometimes what they are thinking. You communicate well, and you're also a good listener. You cherish your friends, and every word they say is important to you. You are always there for the people you love, and you expect the same in return. You crave deep connection and understanding.

http://www.blogthings.com/whattypedoyoufallforquiz/

You Fall for the Sensitive and Romantic Type

You are a bit of an idealist when it comes to love, and you want to be with a partner who appreciates romance as much as you do.
You know you've found your soulmate when you're with someone you'd die for. You believe in sacrificing everything for true love, if necessary.

A simple "I love you," kiss, or even look can sweep you off your feet. You tend to get lost in the moment.
You believe in happy endings, and you're looking for a prince or princess willing to ride off into the sunset with you.

 

**NOTE - wellllllll --- I guess I always have been the romatic at heart :) 

http://www.blogthings.com/whattypeofpassionatewomanareyouquiz/

Your Passion is Red!

You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination.

You do whatever you want in life ... to hell with what anyone thinks!

With so many interests and loves, you're always running around doing something new.

You have fire in your eyes, and it shows. Bet you're even wearing something red!

I am in a wonderful, complicated, beatiful and long distance relationship with the most perfect guy :) He is amazing ... truly, and that is NOT the view through the rose colored glasses.

He makes me think, challenges me, and has given me more than anyone I have met. He has these eyes ... his eyes just calm me, and his smile :) I smile just thinking of it!! His hugs I could be lost in forever, and the way he holds me while we sleep ... I have never been so at peace.

He has some major things to work through - and I support him 210%. I always would. I feel that when I feel a little bit out of it, I never want to burden him with my day to day BS. He has SO much he is dealing with too.

That is why I know for him, giving him space and time is what needs to happen - but I can't do it. I miss him, and I know that he will need to pull away for awhile to come back to me, once he really figures everything out, but it's hard.

I want to tell him that when the time comes - it's ok. I know that he already knows this, but it can never hurt to let him know again :) You do have a fan here ... and will support you always :D 

 

I feel you ... even when you are not here.

Looking at me, your eyes warm me like a fire.  You smile.

I imagine running my hands through your hair, lightly grabbing the back, trailing my fingers down your neck, around your ear.

Looking in your beautiful sienna eyes .... I want you. In my heart, in my mind.

I need you, in my soul, in my life ....

I smile back at you - your eyes sparkle in the moonlight.

As clear as the first kiss that night - you, so amazing, strong, solid, passionate.

Your lips knew no boundaries and I gave to you freely. I want you to keep doing that - take from my lips, drink from my lips.

Know that what I feel for you inside does not stop with our flesh ...

Bodies moving on bodies. Your skin is on fire and I respond ....

moving on you, licking my way from your mouth - to your chest.

You move me - your strength, your courage, your determination.

You are my lover, and I am yours ... now and forever.

My mind can never replace those memories, these feelings.

Each day we are apart, the passion in me stirs, grows .....

I know it is only a matter of time until I hold you again, but  for now, I want you to know the way that you move me is still as strong as that first kiss, that first touch.

I was commenting on a story today ... and damn -- it really brought up some old feelings that I am NOT comfortable with. When I feel like this - songs help me to relate -- and deal with those emotions.

 

This song is great --- a great line --

'But in the end what leaves you broken, in the end, makes you better.'

 

 

Countless people have said the harder you go searching for your soul mate - the longer it will take to find them - if ever. I am NOT buying into that. Well - maybe =) I will still always have hope. For the one person who completes me -- not that I need them to make me happy. I need my soul mate to complete my soul. I know that he is out there. Every day that goes by - I feel it. It may be today - it may be 10 years from now. But he is out there .....

'I'm glad I never knew - the way it all would end, the way it all would go ... then I would have missed the dance' -- Garth Brooks

I love you -- ALL of you!!! If I would have known how this life would end - then EP would have been an experience I never would have taken.

Plus - there are SO many people I would have never met.

And yes - I mean YOU!!! =) 

 

This is another fantastic song -- from my favorite band.

 

I love this song .... something in this song really resonates

 

 

If you have read any of my posts  -- you know that my ex hubby is / was an alcoholic. He never talked to me, and a lot of that was my fault. I wanted so much for him to know me, to talk to me -- to LOVE me.. .to just ASK me what I was thinking, how I was feeling, to TELL him that I love(d) him and no one else. He never did - and once you pass that mark, you don't get it back.

I know now that he was sick, and so was I -- I fed into that sickness with him, and enabled him. And he was afraid to talk to me, to tell me how scared he was.

Why do we do this to the ones we love?? If you are reading this, and if you are in a place where maybe you and your partner/hubby/wife/friend are not talking -- and you NEED for them to hear how you feel -- TALK to them!! Take that chance. I'm not second guessing if this would have helped my relationship -- at all, but I am suggesting that if you start a discussion, let them know that you still love them, that you can work out anything that is in your way.

 

Blessings to all my friends - may this find you happy and healthy.

'".....it's been such a long time coming, but I feel good" - Amy Lee

It's amazing to look back at where my mind, heart and soul was when I first started with this website. I was SO completely broken - in every single way.

Today, I believe that I am one of the luckiest women in the world.

It is not a man - it is not money - it is nothing that is tangible in my life that brought me to this place. It was me and the friends who have supported me along the way, and my beautiful family, and my fantastic son.

Pure, total and complete bliss. today - I define these parameters so differently than I would have two years ago. Today - I KNOW what is important in my life, and I know what my priorities are in this life.

Bliss to me, is not as complicated as I once believed it to be. I was continually chasing after rainbows. I believed that I needed someone or some moentary thing/object to complete me. I felt that I needed to be saved. Never EVER again will I believe that to be true.

I recently posted pictures on this site of my son. I did this because he is paramount in my life. This life that I helped to create - his mind - is ever frowing, and questioning. It makes my heart smile each time he asks me any question, or gives me a smile, and I hear his precocious laugh. Those items alone have reaffirmed WHY I am here - and where my priorities are.

Again - I thank all my friends and my family. I love you all -- and I am just glad today that I can share my experiences and happiness with you guys.

 

PAY IT FORWARD!!